OMG I am going to become an older man tomorrow. Is it any wonder why instead of celebrating this momentous event I want to disappear for the day, only to emerge when the fuss has died down and everybody has forgotten my true age… including me.

I am being called nasty names for not wanting to celebrate… err… is it not MY BIRTHDAY and as such have the choice of how I will or will not celebrate?

It appears that birthdays are in reality not for the person whose day it actually is, but a day for everyone else to make a fuss.. Fine.. Don’t need me there then do you!

Selfish is the most common accusation. Is not a birthday a reason to be selfish for one day? ‘To be able to do what @TH@E F@UCK @I WANT?'
Apparently not!

Oook.. Sounding a little bit... er... grumpy and old are two words that come in mind. Sigh... sorry.. an excuse to meet up, chat and drink are fine... suppose, just dont go on.. and on... and on.. about being near death.